Beloved Ones,

What is occurring behind our earthly confines goes beyond our understanding. Guides shared that at this moment, during this 11 portal and Moon in Scorpio, what is truly happening is that many forces, within and outside of our universe, are aligning, to send massive amount of light to our Planet. The main purpose is to help in the current clearing that is taking place in the collective - collective shadow clearing - which is why many may feel as if they were heading into a new chaotic reality. However, this is our personal choice.

To support the collective consciousness clearing that is taking place, the only thing that we can do to bring assistance, is to heal ourselves and own personal wounds, as it is the only way that we can truly have an impact in the whole. This is why Scorpio energies can help us to go deeper into the depths of our being, getting to know our shadows and wounds, so we can help ourselves, and All, by healing them. Trying to rebel and change the rules or others, will not make any difference, for we cannot have this power over others. Being love and accepting the choices of others will bring us more peace than trying to change what we cannot. 

At a more personal level, this is time for us to go deeper into our soul creations, and begin to pursue the ones that deeply resonate with where we are now, as the time to step into a totally different reality has now come. We no longer have time to look back, bringing past energy into our present creations, as it will spoil all of our effortsc to step into a new timeline. Now, there is only time for us to continually choosing the frequency we resonate with, for it is how we remain in our desired reality. 

As you know, the Fixed sign of Scorpio is ruled by two of the most powerful Planets, Mars and Pluto. Mars gives us the fiery and Warrior-like energy that we need to initiate the proper changes in our lives. While Pluto - a Planet that is all about power, regeneration and rebirth - activates the necessary shift that needs to occur for us to transform all that is not working - helping us to dissolve our inner struggles, as often all outer conflicts are just a reflection of our inner ones.

There is nothing of what is taking place that is actually chaotic, but our mere human view of the recent events. Everything that is happening is perfectly orchestrated and we all agreed to live what we are experiencing, in some way, for our personal growth. It is always up to us to decide whether to use our personal situation to grow or blame others. 

We can always begin taking responsibility for our own creations and reality, remembering that we can always choose to liberate ourselves from our own mental chains, and begin by embracing higher truths that will help us in the process of freedom. At this powerful time, we have the opportunity once and again to take charge of our lives and act as the only creators of it. 

Astrologically, the New Moon sextile Jupiter and Pluto. This will bring harmonization, love, expansion and confidence to pursue our soul visions. As it often happens in astrology, many will say this aspect is a positive one, as it will bring success and many good things to us. 

As you already know, I differ a lot sometimes of this traditional interpretations, for I consider that it disempowers people, making them believe that outer forces or planets have a direct impact in their lives, as if they were gods playing with our human experience, when in truth there is nothing further than that.

This alignment is a loving one, as all of them are, for all of them are a result of the cosmic dance that the Planets, in their also conscious quest for evolution, make. It is up to us to align with these energies to find the main purpose that they have for us, directing them towards the aim we desire, rather than thinking that they will directly intervene in our lives by making them better or worse. 

As always, good luck, and the opportunity for us to manifest our soul desires, comes from having confidence, strength to go after what we wish, and the determination and devotion to our path, and that of all, to conquer any challenges to experience our desired reality. 

Outer forces or planets will not give us what we wish. Believing that will only continue fomenting the false human illusion that we are governed by outer forces, and as long as this belief will continue being active in the collective, there will be no evolution, as species.

This is a profound time for us to look at the depths of our being, integrating shadows that have not been looked at for years, and that also need of our love and embrace. The main task for us is not to deny the shadows but to integrate them, equally, as we too aim for the light. There is no light without shadows, for both of them make us whole and are necessary for our existence.

This is a wonderful opportunity for integrating all aspects of ourselves, releasing past wounds, and as we navigate within the depths of our soul, finding new truths that now we are ready to understand. 

In the moment we choose to love all as equal, is that we begin to leave behind fragmentation, stepping into oneness and the Divine Remembrance that comes when we finally rebirth into what we always have been - free sovereign beings in charge of our own life experience. 

Have a blessed and healing New Moon, Beloved Ones.

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

Beloved Ones, 

2020 has been a year in which our entire lives have been transformed. A 4 universal year that many understood as a year of balance and harmony. However, for it to occur first we need to rebuild the foundations of our lives, and a necessary transformation need to happen, as it is only after this process that we can create stability and the new pillars that will sustain our new lives.

2020 has been the year in which everything that we had for certain, from our lives to our beliefs, have been removed, and it is up to us to rebuild our lives, from within to without, or to remain in the familiar, even though it does no longer resonate with our current state of being. 

During this portal it is not a time to fight or rebel in a violent way, but to unite and expand our hearts, sending our utmost respect, appreciation and love for all involved in this transition, even those that we may consider negative, for they are precisely the ones who offer us the opportunity to experience what we do not wish to live any longer.

The essence of this portal will vary from one person to another, as we are all unique and have different ways to evolve. For some, this will be about the beginning of mastering the self, something that we all continue doing, for it is endless. For others, it will be more about working in the integration of polarities. There will be some who are ready to begin moving from inner synthesis to work on balance relationships, and lastly, those who have worked on all the previous ones and are now ready to work on unity, expanding their consciousness and integrating higher levels of love. 

All paths are sacred and respected and all of them lead us to Source, for there are many ways to regain wisdom and self-mastery, and how the soul chooses to do that shall be respected, even though we may not always understand the ways in which the soul comes back Home. In the end we all reach Home by regaining unity, which is the main message of this 11 portal, and as this same numbers indicates, it is only through the union with another equal that we can begin the process of synthesis with All. How we choose to begin this unification path is up to our soul. 

We all came in different waves. For some the path to unity will be through the twin flame connection. For others, the path to unity will be by integrating polarities, for the first union is the one with our own selves. And for others it will be through the communion with their ET families to bring cosmic unity and integration on Earth. There are many ways to work on unity, for there are many aspects of us, and planes within Creation, to be unified. It is all what our soul chooses to offer, in assistance to All. 

This is a portal, as Guides and as the Universal Mother in her message to All, shared, for us to remember that we are only love and that love respects and have compassion for All, equally. This is what creates integration and dissolve the separation that, as humans, we created, under the illusion of having an individualized experience. 

Hold the love, stay in your center, and shine your unique sparks, for it is the only contribution, without interference and manipulation, that we can do, at this time. Focus on your heart and on the integration that is taking place, massively, at the moment, for the ones who have chosen to transform their bodies. The massive embodiment of liquid light, from the Illumined Realms, is one of the most important aspects of ascension, which requires all of our attention and care, more than any other drama that our ego desires to feed.

It is not in force that love resides but in compassion and in the higher understanding of what is truly taking place behind the earth planetary events. At the moment, even though we are being told otherwise, Earth is ascending, as a part of the process that began a few years ago, and that many followed with Her. It is only by constantly remaining in our heart loving frequency that we can truly continue stepping into this new dimensional space.

There will be times when we may feel as quit, for there will be many things challenging us to simply stay in the familiar and stop our infinite quest for remembering our true origin. However, these will be just moments in our long personal journey, and it is up to us to listen to these momentary emotions, or to master them so they can serve us as an incentive to continue our loving mission.

This is a powerful time as many doors - possibilities - are opened for the ones who are not afraid of creating new paths and leaving behind the old ways of living. The rewards come to those who are willing to overcome all the many challenges that may arise when we have chosen a new path. Those who think that we cannot do anything to shift a certain situation, are not yet seeing the tremendous transformation that exists within the many limitations imposed.

Freedom, creation, joy, peace and abundance comes from within. When we feel what we already are, we can create our own world outside of the matrix manipulations and experience a more joyful experience.

We all have inside an infinite potential to conquer our shadows, regain unity, strength and go after what we really wish. There will be many impediments, for no one said this path on earth was going to be easy. However, what we cannot do is quitting on discovering the power within and the many possibilities that are there for us to pursue, if we align with our soul and choose to always remain in our hearts and go after what makes them happy.

We should not feel hopeless or unable to change anything. We all can shift our personal situation, even if not all we wish, as we can never control others or outer events. This take strength, for the ego is not easy to master, healing, releasement and the courage to lose it all in our way to our happiness and evolution.

However, once we are getting there, we know that all of our effort and devotion to our personal evolution and that of All, was worth it of all we experienced, for now we know that we never walked alone and that all happened to help us see the Truth of who we are and authentic mission.

This portal gives us the chance to step into a new timeline in which we are the only creators of our human experience. This is a phase for us to move beyond our egoic fears and by surrendering and having trust in our soul path, step into the unknown, knowing that we are heading into the perfect plan that our soul has orchestrated for us, and that the best, if we have faith and follow our soul, is yet to come.

I wish you all a wonderful and blessed portal, Beloveds!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba