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Natalia Alba

Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance with you Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, transcending matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

I AM a free sovereign being in an path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a free sovereign being expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience, the Source of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You

domingo, 18 de noviembre de 2018

3D Timelines Collapse & Astral Attacks

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.

Martin Luther King Jr.

Beloved Light Emissaries,

At a time when we have already made our transition to a new dimensional space, and we are finally claiming our true cosmic heritage, some of us, are being attacked by many dark forces who are desperate to regain control of the Earth. This is something that have been especially occurring since our planet began its bifurcation from old earth and that many of us, in different ways, have been dealing with, occasionally.

As you know in our ascension journey not everything is love and light, for we will be denying the dark polarity that is also a part of our dual universe. When we are attacked, as it was my case last night, by any negative entity, our main aim, as ascending souls, is not to ignore it but to share and inform properly those who are beginning to step into this evolutionary journey and find themselves lost, as we also were once.

The ones who have as a personal mission to share our unique experiences have the responsibility to make public, whether it is taken positively or not, what we experience to show others what is truly happening behind the physical veils. This is a time, as you already know, of deep integration. Many of us have been working 24/7 for this is not just a mission but who we are, to seed unity consciousness, as we continue to evolve within this endless spiral. This is precisely why we are being targeted by the ones who have as their main purpose to regain control of the Planet, as they have been doing until recently.

Last night I was astrally attacked by draconian entities and even though it happens very rarely to me, and I always use my protection twice a day, it happened. I woke up in the middle of the night, I was deeply guided to write about it, although my human self does not feel comfortable. This is not to bring panick to anyone, but to inform of what many of you already know is taking place, as well as to show that if we stand in our power and Light, we can overcome any attack and regain strength to continue with our mission.

This is a very important phase of our journey, one that many of us have been working for many incarnations, not just this one. It is our task to speak, share, express our feelings and personal experiences so the new ones know how to protect themselves and react when these attacks occur.

There are many reasons why these attacks happen. This is why it is so important that we become the neutral witness of our own human journey. For we can fall into egoic delusional traps as thinking that we are being attacked just because of our light, when there are many other reasons. 

If you are still passing through a healing process or beginning to awake, then these entities will try to put you back into a lower state of consciousness. This can happen in many ways, it does not have to be necessarily in the astral with dark entities. The same damage can be done by humans who work for these dark forces or are literally possessed by them as well as by many others who walk under false light.

It is important that we remain grounded and centered into our hearts to distinguish the purpose of these attacks. Some people, still ruled by their egos, which is perfectly fine, for we all learn by experiencing these stages, may think it is because they are very powerful, when in truth it is because they still are carrying some old habits/thoughts etc. that invite these entities or call them in a way, into their auric field.

When one is certain that is functioning from a whole and healed space, and occasionally experience these attacks, is when they are coming to dim your light. But it is important to discern if first we still need to clear/heal/dissolve something that is still active within us. 

There are many signs that can tell you if you have suffered a dark attack, this is why it is important that you distinguish it from mere dreams or human illusions. If the attacks occur to you often, then this is telling you that you are in need of moving inward, observe your own process and see what is not yet unified. If the attack is simply felt as some kind of control or simply as a way to disempower you and what you are doing, then it is because you are one who already stands firm in your truth and it is meant to confuse and manipulate you. 

There are many who are not yet fully conscious in the astral, when they fulfill their unique tasks there and that are not aware of the fact that they are being attacked. As I am conscious, it is easier for me to discern what is taking place. However, there are many who do not even remember their dreams, sometimes as a form of protection for them, or simply they do not know if they dreamt something strange or what exactly took place in their dreams phase.

As this is something that takes inner work and dedication, I will name only the basic sensations that I have experienced myself in the past, in case it can be of help, as recently I have only experienced how they try to drain me for there is nothing else  they can attack me with anymore but my energy. 

As always take what resonates with your own guidance and personal journey:
  • Emotional attacks: these entities use past unhealed memories/situations/relationships to create guilt, pain, and unworthiness feelings, between many others, within you. They do so by implanting mental fake memories, within real ones, where you are always the one who acted wrong.
This is used to show you that you are not as pure as you think and that you made mistakes in the past. If you have not worked with soul retrieval, if you have not forgiven, yourself and others, then they will find an easy entry to torture you for your past deeds. 
    If this is your case, and you wake up feeling sad, remembering past situations that you thought were healed, is an indication that you still need to work with them. Only being compassionate with yourself will help you in bringing clarity and love to the situation. Otherwise, you can fall into their trap.
    • Solar plexus attack: this is something I have experienced, and it is very difficult, at least for me to describe, when they try to literally drain it and take away my/your power. 
    • Similar sensation as having fever.
    • Waking up sweating/crying, with your feet and hands totally stiff and even the nails nailed to the skin. This is a sign of how much the physical body has suffered during the attack while you were sleeping.
    • Electric sensations in your hands or other parts of your body as it is your spine. 
    • Deep pain in your body: hands, feet, legs, neck and head. 
    • Nausea
    • Being emotionally and physically exhausted.
    • Fatigue
    • Breathing issues
    • Teeth pain 
    These are just some sensations after waking up after an entity attack. However, I know there are more as chronic fatigue, depression, even physical marks and manipulation of your sexual creative force. If this is happening to you then this is a major attack that must be treated with different tools, for this goes further than what I am referring to, at this time. 

    What I personally do after experiencing an astral attack while I am performing my mission, is to be in neutral observation for the required time for me to understand why it occurred. Observing ourselves and human experiences from a neutral space, is very important for every crack we may have in our auric field, is going to be used by these dark forces to penetrate into our sacred space. 

    After having consulted it with my Guides Team and knowing it is all an attempt to diminish what I am and do, then I proceed to clear my physical and non-physical bodies, remember that all of them are equally important, not just the physical one. After that I do the protection declaration, again.

    I also use behind my pillow two crystals, although this is very personal, and other tools to clear myself and sacred space. As you are your own master and we are all unique, I leave it to you to use the tools that best resonate with who you are and where you are, at this moment in your ascension path. 

    There is nothing to fear when one is centered into one's heart. The most important thing that can be done while we are being attacked whether physically o non-physically, is to keep our hearts wide open, for this is the most challenging thing to do when we experience an unpleasant situation. As conscious and sovereign souls, we did not come here to judge, not even the purpose of those who work for the opposite polarity, but to understand and be compassionate towards All beings within Creation.

    It is precisely when we dwell in he Love that we are, that we can overcome any attack, as we understand from where these beings are coming. It is important to remember that we may have been there once too, and the only thing that can dissolve the illusion of separation and the shadows we often tend to create, is to act as pure Divine Love Conduits.

    This does not mean we do not protect ourselves and set healthy boundaries, for it is our responsibility to take care of ourselves and energy. However, we know come from an understanting space of unity and love for All and what caused us fear, is felt now as compassion, which is the result of the conscious evolution that we are experiencing while we walk as humans.

    Allow what is falling apart to fall apart. This is where mastery resides, in embracing and accepting all as equal, knowing that everything that is happening in our human existence is happening for us to learn from it, not to us. All is occurring for us to pass from reacting with fear or attacking back, to react with love and compassion. It is all showing us precious opportunities for us to grow in love and power, never for us to use them as excuses of how unworthy or powerless we are.

    You are forever protected. You do not need to see your Guides or other beings who protect you, when you are in the astral. You simply have to remain open, in the love and light that you are and have consciously decided to dwell. You have within all the power to keep choosing to stay in the frequency of love. There is no one that can truly make this choice for you.

    When these attacks occur are not meant to show you that you are not where you need to be. On the contrary, they are meant to show you what you need to master/empower and heal, for you to reclaim your sovereignty and freedom. Everything, even what we continue to see as a threat to us has a purpose and a blessing for us. It is our choice to see it for what it truly Is or for what our fears and egoic self want it to be. 

    I thank you for remaining, always, in the Illumined Essence of your Soul, shining your unique Spark of the Divine for All, whether the circumstances are convenient or not. Thank you for all you are and do, Beloved Companions.

    In love and light ∞

    Natalia Alba 

    Gratitude for the picture used on this article to: Christine Kesara Dennett

    lunes, 5 de noviembre de 2018

    New Moon in Scorpio, November 7th, 2018 ~ Feminine Healing

    If I go into the place in myself that is love, and you go into the place in yourself that is love, we are together in love. Then you and I are truly in love, the state of being love. That’s the entrance to Oneness. That’s the space I entered when I met my guru.

    Ram Dass

    Beloved Light Emissaries, 

    In a time in which bringing deep transformation within, and in all aspects of our life, is essential, for the ones who have consciously chosen a path of constant growth, and hence, change, we are blessed with a renovating New Moon at 15 degrees Scorpio. This Moon presents us with the opportunity to embrace transformation in all aspects of our lives, especially in our relationships, for if we do not begin to dissolve what can no longer coexist with who we have become, we could not sustain the new reality that we are so eager to manifest.

    As you know, the Fixed sign of Scorpio is ruled by two of the most powerful Planets, Mars and Pluto. Mars gives us the fiery and Warrior-like energy that we need to initiate the proper changes in our lives. While Pluto - a Planet that is all about power, regeneration and rebirth - activates the necessary shift that needs to occur for us to transform all that is not working - helping us to dissolve our inner struggles, as often all outer conflicts are just a reflection of our inner ones.

    As I share may times, the Moon is not as we have been told/taught, and even though this subject is a deep one and everyone shall obtain this information from within, I would like to shed some light upon the Moon. For when I share about the Moon, it is not from the usual 3D perspective, but from a more profound view. 

    The Moon, as many of you already know, is an artificial satellite, whose function, unlike many think, has not been precisely to protect us or help us to awake our intuitive channels. On the contrary, it has been brought by the dark forces, eons ago, and it has served as a base from where they manipulated not just our Planet but humans - distorting our feminine/sexual centers, higher senses - chakras - as well as other channels that connected us with our cosmic lineage.

    When I share about the Moon, I mainly refer to the essence of it with other planetary alignments, for it is all about the true nature of events what matters more than what we have been programmed to believe about a certain planet or cosmic encounter. This is why it is so important that we consciously connect with the essence of the stellar bodies, before invoking, impulsively or unconsciously, the Moon or any other planetary body, for we may be making contact with essences or beings that are not aligned with who we are, the Law of One, and hence, with our real purpose of making this cosmic connection.

    In a general perspective, this Moon has very good aspects, as it will trine Neptune, the Planet of Intuition and Dreams, we have a very feminine essence we could use to enhance our creativity. On the other hand, this Moon will also make a positive aspect to Pluto, which will give us the power we need for us to transform what is required, so we can bring forth our soul creations and deepest inspirations. 

    However, the essence of this Moon in Scorpio goes beyond being creative, for it is also a time for us to go deeper into our inner realms and bring into the surface all that remains hidden for our conscious mind - bringing synthesis to the aspects of us that still dwell in pain, separation and illusion. This is a time, especially with Venus "retrograde" to find all the love we tend to search outside ourselves within, and restore the first, and most important, relationship of all, the one with our own selves. 

    As ascending souls, the majority of us, have dwelled in darkness, feeling unloved and unappreciated, when in truth, we were the ones not truly, and unconditionally, loving, and accepting ourselves. This is one of the most important imbalances to heal, if we desire to evolve and hold a higher frequency within and in our relationships. There is no one else that can fulfill our empty voids, if we do begin the inner work of feeling whole and healed, first. 

    Due to the feminine essence from this Moon, we have the gift to work with our feminine/sexual Force and traumatic experiences that have damaged our sexual centers, causing profound imbalances that are impeding us to have balanced relationships, express our feelings as well as maintain intimate relationships, which is always a physical representation of the love for ourselves, and inner fusion, we first must accomplished so we can be able to give the other this same love. 

    At this time when we are about to end a human year and another macro cycle of our evolutionary path, it is vital that we begin to let go of the old and work on the conscious dissolution of everything that still bonds us to our past. As the decisions made, at this transitional time, will be the ones that will construct the next phase of our journey, and if we do not desire to see the same old patterns, people or situations, it is our choice to begin releasing all that we are still feeding, whether consciously or unconsciously. 

    Releasing or letting go the old, does not just refer to our past relationships, habits and situations, but to our regrets, guilty feelings and painful ones. We must let go of all that disempowers us, and all that we keep feeding with the egoic excuse of how others treated us, in the past, which I know it sounds hard, for many have had unspeakable experiences, and I include myself. However, the truth is that no one has ever done anything to us, and that as soon as we realized this and understand that even though our experiences were wrong without measure and painful, it had a purpose and they/we helped each other’s much more than we can imagine.  

    Some of us have been abused, by unconscious partners. Others have suffered other abuses, by mentally ill and dark people, and even though at some point they will be forgiven, will condemn themselves to experience profound and terrible pain for eons. And for us, as ascending souls, our only way out is to recognize our Divine Power, and strength within, and use it to embrace our inner child and all the aspects of us that have been deeply damaged and that need to remember of the love that we are, of the love that we All, in Essence, are. 

    Our mission, as conscious beings who are evolving, and embodying more Love, is not to judge them or punish ourselves, for it was never our fault, but to focus not on all the unlove we experienced, but on the love that we are and can give to begin change this dense frequency. As even though in this human plane, some have completely forgotten what true love is, as it shall be, in a world of polarities, others, like us, have chosen to come as a reminder of what the power of unity can do for All. 

    Another gift from this Moon in Scorpio, as I shared at the beginning, is its strong connection with Neptune, which not only help us with our creative gifts but with our connection to a Higher Intelligence - giving us the opportunity to align, and co-create with this Eternal Force, to retrieve more guidance about who we are and what we can do to be of further assistance.

    As starseed souls and new earth seeds, our path is not a path to please the egoic self, but to master it. We did not come here to simply experience a human realm, which is equal to any other choice. However, our path is one of selfless service to All, without making any differences, and while others may be enjoying the pleasures of living a human existence, some of us are anchoring, in our unique way, the new frequencies received, outside, whether it is cold, hot or in any other conditions, or whether we are doing it accompanied by other soul mates or "alone".

    Our journey was never about us, but about All. When we understand the importance of unity, when we begin to disassociate ourselves with just being an individualized aspect of God, with being All, is when our true path of service begins, and when our soul finally descends our soul true mission, into our human self, for we are ready now to fulfill the destiny that the Divine orchestrated with us.

    This is a Moon, and a cosmic gift, for us to embrace ourselves. For we are all moving in an eternal dance of embracing and letting it all go. We are just beginning to remember only to choose to forget, again, if necessary, and come back to be of assistance. We are not here to judge others and less ourselves, for things that we cannot comprehend, with our limited minds. We are here to remember the power of love, unity and compassion.

    The more we fight to embrace these three Powers, the only real ones, the more we will remain in our own shadows. It is all what we choose to experience, and it is not our task, as sovereign beings who are conscious and remember the nature of our human existence, to judge or compare ourselves in any way to others and their unique, and sacred, journey.

    Our mission is only one of bringing back the lost essence of what living in an authentic and loving reality, truly feels like. Our only aim shall be to shine our lights, as Source desires, independently of what others have chosen to do with their own human experience. Nothing is our concern but our own energy. Nothing shall trouble us except where we choose to put our power.

    Do you choose to direct your power to assist others whether the circumstances are in your favor or not? Do you choose to shine your loving essence, with everyone, and in everywhere, even though your human self cannot understand where you are? Or do you choose to just be loving at a certain time or with specific people simply because is more convenient or with the excuse that you too deserve to only be with people who resonate with you?

    Whatever you choose is what you need to experience to grow in love, which is what we are mastering, at this time, as Venus is reminding us. You could never choose anything that is not going to bring you back to love, for it is what you are, and the more you try to be selective with situations, environments and people, the more you will be testing yourself to love them All, whether they resonate or not, for within a dual reality, you could never escape of the Divine Gift of loving All as equal, no matter how far you decide to go, all will be an opportunity for you to become the LoveLight being that you are.

    What is your conscious choice at this moment? 
    Do you choose to dwell in love or in separation?

    Beloved Ones, no matter what you choose, know you are and will be, always, immensely loved and appreciated without measure. Do not beat yourselves down for past mistakes. Do not punish yourselves. For the Divine knows no unlove, judgment or any other form of human illusion, it is you the only one choosing to create it.

    I wish you all a loving, healing and blessed New Moon. Remember to remain in the Illumined, Wise and Powerful Essence of your Soul, Beloved Companions!

    In love, light and service ∞

    Natalia Alba
    starseedsoul.com